At First Light

Soul Restraint Im chained to my throne, Black and tortured. Its bones dig into my wounds As I twist to escape its fire. Forlorn and shame filled I bow my head Knowing that theres nothing left And nothing that can be. The morning light does not allow For me to feel (any relief). Looking to you to free me. Looking to you to heal me. Why cant I feel? What I need to know? Why cant I see? All I need to know? written by weege 2001	*Winter* Its winter again in my world And its raining, and im drowning. Its time for me to die again And im bleeding and im crying I sit here facing the unknown But im still, and im patient. My blood flows into the water Makes my sorrow crimson. Makes it visible Death comes with life. Sadness comes with joy For you’ve left me and I cant take it Day turns to night, shadows fall on me. Lifes gone to long and I wont take it The mist that is my misery Swirls around your face. Please leave me alone. Please let me be free My pain is screaming heavily I need help and it wont come from you. Its time for me to die again And im bleeding and im dying. written by weege 2001
*Alone* I stand in the middle of the plain, Storm clouds gathering above me. And I kneel because I hear your voice. And I beg to see you once more. The sand runs through my fingers, That ive thrust into the ground, Trying to find my salvation, Trying to get closer to you. The downpour begins and I scream. Why do I feel this way? This isnt right and cannot be. Why did you leave? The rain turns to snow, And the cold begins to burn. I remembering shivering, And being warmed in your arms. The darks taken you away, And im here alone. Freezing in this land, Rocking myself to sleep. Embracing my own now I dream. Ive found you from your light. And I wait. Soon to join you again. written by weege 2001	*The Age of Wind and Moon* Freezing: Your name rises to the clouds Your spine shrieks at the sound Your time that does soon come The age of wind and moon Melting: Trickle down with ball and chain Finding I cannot tame one to blame Look inside and find nothing in my name Grow heavy, echo’s follow in shadow Infinity: Infinity comes so close Infinity the lost age of forever And a new days morn lost I fear always out of reach I fear I will melt before day Buckle under pressure Bend due to strain Forced to comply All walls are closing The age of wind and moon Infinite: Your spine is your name Standing hunched you fall All alone, tanning in the burning sun written by tim 2001
Repent Suffered so dismal, who could know? Learning to live, trying to see That this is all for real This is all just for me. Dragging me down, flowing no more. Emptiness lies waiting, hoping to cling on Looking for the new beginning. Looking for hope in your eyes. Going on through your spirit Traveling on down this path Fearing the known Hating the past. Dusk outlines your face And to you I offer my hand. Come with me, that we may lie. Come with me, that we may die together Ive fallen asleep, covered in earth Gleaning my life and hoping not to wake Sorrow fills the empty cup and drains, Allowing only tranquility to remain. Im down, im here Its me down at the bottom Looking eye to eye with you And seeing you up above. written by weege 2001